As you all my have noticed, my art isn't being made as much as it used to be. Well the reason for that is because I can't stop hating myself.

I just keep on seeing so many of my friend make the best art ever and I get demotivated to do anything at all, which further makes things worse as I can't draw when I'm depressed. and the gap keeps growing.

It's hard to not think that I'm just fundamentally broken and even if i tried nothing would happen. Which it funny because believing is is the only thing making it more of a reality.

But no worries. This has happened to me before, and this time I'm going to try push forward. Even if I don't think I can...

I hope i'll be able to stick to my word.